What is life? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset. ~Crowfoot, 1890, as quoted in Catch the Whisper of the Wind compiled by Cheewa James

This is  a quote that if  you think about it,  you might get it. Ok well I have not wrote in this for a while.

So nothing to exciting has happened to me really. However there is something that has been crossing my mind, why is this guy who has been in Germany and we did not keep in touch what so  ever and now he wants to see me and spend time w,  me but wait oh yea he was Away for a YEAR! I don't  understand this, I don't think I ever will  know why he suddly came back to me, he's a nice guy .  There's something telling me that  Ryan may still want to try something, and I know he was a jerk  Not saying goodbye for the summer and not wishing me a happy birthday, but then why am I still  holding on to him? I mean what is up with me?  Then Oh my gosh there's this one person whom  I love i mean literally love and i have causght myself having them on my mind then anyone elese, its a little strange but not so much that it totally freaks me out.
Sometimes i wish i could read people's minds you know and see what is going through their minds, that is one thing i totally wish I had.  It would make it so much easier .
 If anyone can give me  ideas for first & 2nd little boys to do in a camp Talent show in like 2 wks please do and  oh yea painter hats are possibly part of this and if not then i still need ideas .
I need 2 head to bed a busy day  w/ little boys awaits me ! Good night